Feeling dead

I want to feel alive again,
I feel dead,
I feel dead,
I feel pain,

This blade takes away the pain,
These scars remind me i'm still here,
Why do i stay?
I could just forget the world.

Don't believe in me,
I may just let you down,
I don't want you to care,
If I go just forget me,

Don't waste your time on me,
There isn't much left,
I'm just nothing,
I'm living a Nightmare.

I'm feeling dead.