Sick of lying,
I wish I could tell them all the truth.
They'll never get it though,
So I'm stuck keeping this secret
That's eating me inside...
I want to burst out,
I want to scream.
I'm terrified,
I want to just wake up from this horrific dream!
Not another soul knows,
I'm left to bear this burden,
I'm falling over,
Everything makes me cry...
Where the hell are you?
WHY DID YOU LIE?
I hate fakes!
I hate how you lied to me...
To us...
I BELIEVED YOU!
But no longer can I trust what you say is the truth...
You're gone from me,
I can't believe a word you say.
I wish you'd act like yourself,
But then again I don't.
"I'm just trying, that's all..."
Well...try a little harder, okay?
Because I miss you alot,
I wish that you were just here to stay.
This is too much for one heart to bear,
I can't keep this secret any more...
I need you, I need your soothing words and your help...
This is probably the worst poem I've written,
I'm too shocked to even type.
HOw could you do this to me?
How could you, how could you lie?
Two whole years!
It's just wrong...
Allowing me to believe in myself again.
And then you ruined it all,
Angrily smashing down my weak mental wall.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I CAN'T SIT HERE WAITING FOR YOU. I'M SICK OF IT. JUST STOP IT!
I don't need you anymore!!
If only that was true...
Because we both know how much i DO need you.
