I watched you leave

I watched you leave, and died inside, on that very last day,
The end of my life is near and I have lost my way.
I loved you with every piece of my heart, right up till the end,
Forever more I will suffer so, my heart will never mend.

I need to love you with all my heart, and give you my all,
My purpose in life has faded now, the writings on the wall.
You were my life, my baby, my love and my very best friend,
The key to my heart will forever be yours, never again I will have it to lend.

At night I curl up in a ball in our bed and tears flow from my eyes,
I feel pain so deep inside my heart; Im lonely and so tired.
I want to feel you hug me and never let me go,
Im desperate for some affection I want my baby so.

If I could choose to leave this earth right now, I know what my choice would be,
All I could ever wish for is now, so far away from me.
Im begging you to give me another chance, to mend our broken love,
You ignore my plea and leave me alone, completely deprived of.

You loved me more than anything and you thought I was your sky,
Im still that person you adored so much, and you cannot see why.
Time has taken its toll and made you blind to what you saw in me,
When your sight returns and you learn to love, right here Ill always be.

Remember how I made you feel, how I looked after your every need,
Someone else cannot compare to you and even to me.
You soon will see why im special, and I hope its not to late,
When your life is in need of that extra special someone, for that day Im willing to wait.

Our future seemed so near; we had so much to look forward to,
But so far away, where all the things that actually scared you.
I did not want marriage, or children in our life just yet,
All I ever wanted was to be with the gorgeous man Id met.

You said we didnt want the same things, that I was wrong for you,
How can we last 3 years if this, in fact, was true?
Every obstacle in the world has tried to break us down,
This time you werent strong enough to stay around.

With all our special moments, still fresh up in my mind,
I want you to see what I can see, love, I want you to find.
If my love for you was money, id be so lonely and wealthy,
I have so much love, no real purpose; I want to give you every penny.

Dont ever forget how comfortable we were, what we felt we could say,
Im here for you whatever you need, morning, night, and day.
If you need a hug or just a chat, dont let it pass you by,
Call me up, ill be right here and I will kiss your troubles goodbye.

I would like to thank you for making my life worthwhile,
Everyday you loved me my heart carried a smile.
Without you around, I have died inside,
But my memory of you will forever be alive.