Betwixt

Right now i am caught betwixt,
In a plight i find hard to deem.
Right now my dilemma cannot be fixed,
for it concerns quite a crazy dream.

I try hard to reach out!
I try hard to fly high!
Though it's impossible to doubt,
That a mere human can't fly.

My heart tells me GO!
My heart wants to follow,
My brain's saying NO!
My mind says, my dream's hollow.

Oh my! oh My!
Now I'm more than bewildered,
Should i go try to fly?
Or should i wish, that in my heart, this dream never entered?