My soul

My soul has died and left my body behind .
my mind as moved forward with no though of turning around.
I have noone by my side I am standing alone and wishing for someone to hold but my heart is to scared to let this be known. My man is lying their but his heart is so cold the tears are rolling down my face but I am embracing my feeling and hiding them inside where they will begin to faded away. I have stayed and made a life for us but why the pain has with stand it all.