My Suicide

Don't call the cops
it's a waste of your time
I'm dead
it's all your fault
tell my friends i love them
and I'm sorry
This silent murder
is for
every name
all this pain
every razor
ever tear of blood and acid
all these drugs
my life
my love
my hate
and hopeless help
final depression to deal with
no longer here to cause you pain
goodbye forever
for this is my suicide
no love
-Kirsti
(my mom actually woke up one morning to this note beside her bed. back when i was emo and there was blood on the page from my wrist as i was writing it dripped onto the page. my friend got to me just before i committed. if only i was as soon when it was her turn R.I.P Kaylia)