I just can't seem to get anything out
Each time I'm in the presence of a beautiful girl
I immediately lose my way with words
A simple hello
repeats over my head
...Like a halo
My body becomes stiff
So not to do anything embarrassing
Movements with the least efforts
I've been this way
My whole life
Letting people portrait only what I
Want them to see of me
And that which deceives.
I am not so wise
And not so calm
inside these pockets
Are sweating palms
I'm a fool with only regrets
A fool who would only fail to protect
I have nothing to be proud of
My Mind...
As helling as imaginable
My body...
Too ugly and feable
You may think that I say this
In self indulgence
But I am a monster
If I could get away with It
I would wear a mask
And cover up this cursed body
Until It meets its maker
My prayers were heard
...But not answered.
All I Do is ask, All I ever do is want
What else can I do?
My body and mind are so corrupted
To the extent that The Sunlight On My skin
Makes my blood boil to its limits.
I don't know...
We all have have our problems and faults
Maybe I'm just being Ignorant
Or Maybe The voice inside my head
...Is right
But i don't trust myself enough
To listen to other voices
I have scars that scared others and myself even more
