Never Heal

Thinking of every single way
For her to notice all of me
To Notice what I feel for her
And shes the only beauty for me

But she doesn't know how I feel
She thinks I'm just a regular guy
When if she truly looked into me
She would see my every bit of lie

All the lies that I said to her
Saying I'm glad were just friends
When really every time I say it
Is another day that I die again

Shes so beautiful and perfect
and we have so much connection
Its just like when its me and her
We have true meaning of perfection

Because I would never in my life
Cause her to go through such pain
I would rather give her my umbrella
While I soak in the cold wet rain

Just to show her that I care
To show that I care SO much
to let her see a new star shine
every second that we touch

But she doesn't even know it
She doesn't know what I hold
But if she took a second look
she'd see I'm the Warmth when its Cold

The protector of her heart and soul
The Guard of all her painful sorrows
But I just have no use anymore
So Ill drown myself tomorrow

For she would never be able to see
The True meaning of love I Conceal
So its time for me to end this
For my Pain....Could never heal