I Dont Know

Don't know how much longer i can do this
It'll be alright is what they say
This is something you can't heal with a kiss
Wishing I could just go away

Kicking and screaming inside my head
Not knowing what to do
Just crying in bed
And saying I hate you

You're making life worse inside not out
Stop,I say
But its something you dont want to talk about
Hopefully it'll be over in May

It's to late
I'm already hurt
Don't have much time to wait
A knife is all I want to insert

I want to die
I go away and wonder why do I have to go back there
Knowing what people tell is a lie
Just wanting someone to care

A lot of things on my mind
Things I wish i could do
You're acting so kind
How could I believe you?

I hate you dad
You are the reason why
The reason why im sad
And in 5 years itll be good-bye

im going through a rough time with my dad, and i cant wait until im 18 and i can move out