Erase Time

If we could go back
If we could erase mastakes over time
If I didn't break you heart
And if you didn't break mine
Could we go back to that moment
Where I fell in love
Witht the friend I could hold
Then I would be fine
But you can't erase time
And you can't unbreak mine
And I can't change your destiny
Or how much you truly meant to me
I'm only stuck in this fantasy
Where the thoughts won't disapate
Sick about how it use to be
Now that it isn't at all
Because you knew I was going to fall
Stuck in this blurry memory
I only want them to go away permanently
I scream at night wanting to die
Why can't anyone save my lie?
They saved yours didn't they?
I wish you knew the real me
I cry myself to sleep
It's my therapy
Erase me this time
Forget me from your mind
Erase time
After all you weren't fully claimed to be mine