The pain inside

The pain inside
has been hidden
but then i started cutting
cutting cos it made me feel better
it made me feel immortal
while i was drinking my own blood
it makes me feel so good
but on the other side
it makes me feel bad
cos it hurts the people around me

cutting is bad i know
but its hard to stop
sometimes the pain makes me happy
sometimes it makes me feel good
but always satisfies me
the pain is growing every second
every hour of the day
and its unstoppable...

but i know from the experience itself
that cutting hurts u and other people
but it doesn't hurt u as much as your loved ones
cos they really care about you
and it hurts them more than you'd ever think...

the pain inside
is not always visible