Not that I care

Not that I care
But why do you hate me so?
Why can’t you just
Let things go?

You’ve been a good friend
But I don’t need you anymore
Can you not just get over it?
Instead of calling me a W***e.

You’re unbelievable.
You’re such a b***h.
You’re the one that left me.
You’re the one digging a ditch.

Don’t think I don’t
Know you’re game.
You’re only using me
To claim your fame.

You’re not respectable.
You’re nowhere near.
You’re a loner.
You live in fear.

I could tolerate you
But now I don’t want to.
You’re such a liar.
You’re so untrue.

Why do you have to be like this?
Why do you have to stalk me?
Can you not take the hint?
Why can’t you just let me be?

I’m sorry if I’m being a b***h.
But you brought it on yourself.
You’re the one that spread all that s**t
Now, it’s you, you and yourself.

For all of you that read this.
I’m not genuinely a b***h
But have you ever heard that saying
”if you have a scratch then itch?”

She’s that itch.
I’ve just got to get away.
She brought it on herself.
And even to this day …

She is spreading all those rumours.
All those lies.
She said she didn’t know what she was doing
But she must have heard my silent cries.

What’s done is done.
I’m turning the other cheek.
I may me insane for writing this.
I don’t care if I sound bleak.

My friendships I treasure
Unless something happens but I still try;
I tried to save it
But all you could do was lie.

I can live with lying
But it’s the way you lied.
You couldn’t even listen to my problems
Or help me if I cried.

If I cried a river
I wouldn’t find you there.
I’m the one that was hurting;
I’m the one in fear.

I have no close friends now.
You betrayed me.
You hurt me
And you lied to me.

How dare you do a thing like that?
I could have saved this, us, you.
But no was your answer.
It’s your own fault, you’re blue.

Good luck to you and your other friends.
I hope you can save those.
Because no matter what I do for you,
I still lose

© Emma Brown

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Much love, Emma xox