Sorry

I'm sorry that I hurt you
But we were partners from the start.
You don't know how much you hurt me
By writing me that note.

Now you try to suck up
And say that its O.K.
But its now done and over with
And you cant take those words away

I cant tell you how much longer
That our friendship will last
This isn't the first time
And wont be the last.

Half that stuff wasn't true
So get your priorities right
And a sorry wont be helpful.

Today you sucked up
And said that I could be with her
But now I'm by myself
And our friendship wont be lasting.

I'm sorry to say
But I cant go on living this lie
It will happen again
Because thats who you are.

Why didn't you just come up,
And tell me face to face
Was it because you were scared,
of how I would react?

What if I would have done that to you?
You wouldn't have liked it
And would have gotten upset.

You now write me notes saying how sorry you are
And if I'm still mad at you.
I tell you I'm not
But deep down inside I really truly am.

You know how when you fall for guys
And there know where around to catch you
Therefore your heart shatters
And tears spill.

Well thats how I feel
And it will take a while for me to recover.