Secret love

They say I shouldn't love you
That I shouldn't care
But I can't help it
If I need you like air

I hardly ever see you
We only talk on the phone
But I can't help my feelings
Even though I always end up alone

I'm coming to see you soon
And of course I'm so happy
But if I'm not able to make it
My life will turn so crappy

I need you in my life
I want you by my side
Cause you're really a true friend
But our lives never seem to collide

But I'm secretly loving you
Though my friends say no you cant
But why should I listen to them
If it's only going to break my heart