You'll Never Know

You'll Never Know...

You'll never know what it's like to hold me.
You'll never know what it's like to be mine.
You'll never know all of my smiles...
You'll never know my fears,
You'll never know my joys.
You'll never know anything,
Because I'm tired of being your toy.
You'll never know what it's like to kiss me.
You'll never know how I get when I'm drunk.
You'll never know how much I can love.
You'll never know how well I fight.
And you'll never know how I can be strong.
You'll never know that you were breaking my heart...
You'll never know I was wrong.
You'll never know I'm missing you.
You'll never know I still care.
You'll never know...
Cause I wont let it show.
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You'll never see me dressed up for you.
You'll never feel my heartbeat with yours.
You'll never hear "That's my Babi!"
You'll never see the light in my eyes..
You'll never know you were my everything.
You'll never know you had it all.
You'll never know that I caught my heart,
Before you tossed it against the wall.
You'll never know how they held me,
To tell me you were a jerk.
You'll never know how it hurt them to see me cry.
You'll never know how much smiling was work.
You'll never know...
You'll never see...
Because you turned your back on me.
You lied,
And you schemed.
And now you're caught.
You'll never know how much it takes to forgive you...
Because I know it was my fault...