Panic

My heads breaking open,
My heart feels like its broken.
Confused and blacking out,
Seems like all hope is lost with out a doubt.
The tears won't stop,
As my whole body drops.
Watching my whole life flash before my eyes,
Like a slide show not stopping till I die.
As the anger builds up inside,
Bowling me over till I break down and cry.
My body turns into a storm of ice,
To the point where I would even pray to christ.
Then I start to feel dizzy in my head,
Enough to make me want to be dead.
In my eyes, blood is what I see,
Like a vampire I'll want to feed.
Feeling like the only insane person,
Always afraid that it'll just worsen.
Lasting for hours and hours,
That I feel like a witch with no powers.
With no control over my mind,
I walk around feeling blind.
Body feeling like it's about to burst,
Into a million pieces till I start to curse.
So now you know what it's like,
To have a panic attack thats hard to fight.