Past

The road going blurry
Behind my tears
It happened so fast
My worst fear

Was any of it real?
Anything you said
Was it all a lie?
Thoughts of the un-dead

You promised me you'd never hurt me
But I guess you lied
You just hung up the phone
As painfully I cried

I can't say I didn't see it
It was coming from the start
But I was willing to try
And give you my heart

I trusted you
With everything I has
That was a mistake
You left me so sad

What happened to us?
The days of me and you
They're gone
And I don't know what to do

I wish I never loved you
I wish I could say
That it was never true
And I never felt that way

But I can't say that
Because it would be a lie
I DO love you
And without you I cry

My tears will stop
Someday not to soon
No matter how long
I'll still be loving you

You were my first love
Someone I won't forget
But God brought me to you
And He'll help me through it

I want to say
That I know you loved me
But I can't
The truth has been reviled to me

I wish we were meant to be
And our love to last
But it's time to let us go
You're another sad page in my past