A year goes by so fast,
and now it seems my life has past.
I grew up way to quick,
but this life of mine wasn't my pick.
you took away my life,
you cut it with your knife.
you changed me into who you thought i should be,
when i look in the mirror i don't know who i see.
in the battle i lost my soul,
and now my heart is a gaping hole.
the boys ,the drugs,the money,
thats what people now think of me.
their eyes are cold,
their decision is bold.
i cant fix this mess you've made,
most days i wish i could fade.
they think they know me,
but how can that be?
Ive lost the person i used to be.
my life i call hell is just beginning to unfurl,
i wish i could go back to being a little girl.
it never mattered what wounds you would feel,
your mothers kiss could make a seal.
but now theres no one to run to,
and my days are turning blue.
memories of me have passed in the dust,
and now all I'm good for is lust.
broken hearts never healed,
this open wound will never be sealed.
