Its Too Much

My tears burn my eyes,
like acid kept within,
I blink to keep them away,
for crying is a sin.

Inside i feel a sharp nothing,
but an unbearable constant pain,
for i am worth nothing,
and that is how it will remain.

The thoughts swirl around,
in my suicide mind,
I wish i was important,
but i only have a bad side.

I cant stand the crying,
I cant stand the pain,
I cant stand my life,
Deaths the only thing to gain...