Life is too short for me to remember you in one piece
The parts of it all are cut deep and jagged
I can only recall the sharp edges
Which sliced me deep
Like a needle in an addicts vein
When I force myself to rehash all that happened
I find myself in a whirlwind
A black hole that sucks me so tight
And its inescapable
It creates nonsense out of my mouth
Madness in my brain
Chaos within my heart
The pieces all come together sometimes though
And when I see the completeness
The could haves, would haves, and should haves
It takes the breath out of me
The pieces make me bleed
But the whole thing makes me die