Friends are Foes

How could you leave me
And reject me so
You blame me for the insecurities
Dwelling deep inside your heart
Six years of strife, struggle, and overwhelming love
Completely slaughtered by six months of a romance that won't last
I can't believe you won't talk to me
Or rather, I can believe it.
Because you can't believe anyone other than yourself
And that which you choose to have faith in.
You clame you're an atheist
But you're god is your damnable lover
I hope the loneliness scars you
The way it penetrates me
My words, thoughts, feelings are harsh
But the tears that consumed me alive before
Are taking form into hate
And I'll let it come.