Trying. . .

Your smile still embedded deep within mind
It's hard to get over the things we hold sublime
I want to forget your face that haunts me at night
To further your distance from my heart in height
I'm trying to stop dreaming of the times we boldly shared
I want to stop thinking of the moments I embraced your fear
You went behind my back and seduced another guy
If it wasn't for my doubts you mighta had a perfect lie
Your lips traveled distance across more parted sets
You gave your body to others for mind-boggling sex
Now all I want to do is throw away the bed we shared
But this hurts me more than you, I'll bet, exactly what I feared.