Anorexia

It could be the need to be beautiful
I guess it could be anything
The stress making me not want to eat
The need for beauty just not making me hungry

I see myself so disgusting
It really makes me want to cry
I just can't help but feel so fat
I just can't help but feel so ugly

I tried to exercise alot
But nothing seemed to work
Then he made that comment
and I found the easy way out

At first it hurt to never eat
But eventually it made me sick
To even look or think of food
And people started to compliment me

"Wow!You look so think!" they would say
I would smile so proudly
Everything was coming together
Until it all fell apart

Turns out there is a thing
called being too skinny
I didn't know it was possible
But I was getting too thin and sick

My emotions were a mess as well
Things were at there worst point
It was time for me to turn
To someone who could maybe help

But eating was so horrible
And all I see it the fat
So back to the not eating
And back into my dark hold.