People like me

People say I'm crazy
maybe it's true.
Why does it matter to you?
you watch the news, say
" i know how they feel"
You have no clue!
They lock people like me up
in white rooms in jackets with sleeves that tie behind the back!
You may understand some of my external pain
but inside it's only our war to fight.
no one can help.
talking is futile, crying is worthless,
only one thing can cure me,
a loud crash, now it's dark,
Peace at last.