I know we were supposed to be best friends forever
but it just didn't work out that way
you can plan a pretty picnic but you cant predict the weather
& i know you say
it still hurts you
the way it all happened so fast
it seems like it was all so far in the past
i cant lie to you
i cant say it doesn't hurt me too
but we cant choose
what life gives us
it's not all win or lose
and its not all black and white
there are so many shades of grey
if there was something i could say
something to make it all okay
i would do it in a heartbeat
and i know it seems to you
that I've declared defeat
that I've given up on us
and lost all your trust
but that's just not true
there's still nothing i wouldn't do for you
i know what you're thinking
i know you dont think im a good friend
and that you're breaking
because i just can't seem to bend
but im trying as hard as i can
and i'll never really let go of your hand
as long as you have me in your heart
we'll never really be apart
