I jUsT dNt No HoW MuCh MoRe I cAn HaNdLe

Every second i see u is just like a high,
every time i have to leave i start to cry,
i want u so bad to understand,
but most of all i want u to be a man,
u say u luv me n will someday be,
but i see ur talkin to her and thats not comforting,
i no she ur baby mom & will always be,
but at the same time i feel ur decievin me,
i luv u w/ all my heart,
and never enjoy bein apart,
but i cant take this ne more,
now ur causin my heart to b tore,
what the hell am i supost to do,
sit around waitin 4ever 4 u,
cuz now i see this really suxs,
but i no its my messed up luck,
but whatever i wanna break free,
but i close my eyes n ur face i see,
so this is destroyin my heart,
i guess it ends and were still and will always be apart!