Today my worst fear has coem true. As of 12-5-06 i am no longer with you.. you tell me that you wreent ready to have a relationship again.. said you needed time for your fragileheart to mend.. im sad im not gonna lie.. seing your face babe its makes me wanan cry.. cuz i have heard the same live over and over again.. sorry baby i jsut need sometime to mend.. soundsliek a really good idea but i have foudn you out... i dunno if its gonna go liek it has the last couple of times. if it does it is all just a bunch of lies. you tell me you dont wanna ruin or freindship with a realtionship. but i think that ist bullshit. i think peopel are jsut scared of commitment. whatever influenced you to leave me it wasnt right.. you sat there and you jsut sucked out all of the life.. from my soul... i jsut wnated to let you nkow without you I CAN NEVER BE WHOLE!!
