Confusing Soul

There's things in life
that some people cant understand
how hard I have it with no trust just lies
it's confusing for my soul, I need hand
i need someone who wouldn't make me cry
someone who wouldn't make me cry
i need someone to pick me up
even when im down, I need someone in mind

how could I be so blind and confusing
when my mind is the one abusing
I cant get it straight throught my head
it's so hard for me to sleep on my bed
someone please get me out of this
i need a helping hand through this mist