I think back,
back to what my first love,
did to me,
How he hurt me.
It makes me want to,
do something stupid,
Just to see that blood,
dripping down my wrist.
It will take this pain way.
I promised many that I wouldn\'t,
I just don\'t know if i can,
If i can take it anymore.
I love someone now,
but what my first love,
did to me,
still hurts,
It is so overwhelming.
I just want to forget,
what he did,
but the only way to forget,
is death.
