Because of me

When i die I'll die in vain.
when i cry i cry in pain.
when i hide its from my fears.
when i laugh i shed no tears.
when i lie i lie with hate.
and it all leads to my fate.
my fate that will overcome me slowly.
with hate that leaves me lost and lonely.
fighting for what i can't stand.
will someone offer me their hand.
to save me from this world so cruel.
and not think that I'm a fool.
believing what i do not know.
going where i should not go.
loving what i do not love.
please just take me up above.
lead me home where i belong.
remind me once more of that song.
the one about the little girl.
who used to sing and dance and twirl.
the one who used to be so happy.
before her life became so crappy.
what was it that caused this strife.
besides the fact shes lost her life.
the life she used to cherish most.
but all thats left now is her ghost.
why though did she tie that rope.
that took away all our good hope.
well now i can quite clearly see.
all of this was because of me.