Dear Roxy,
I like your poem...but change the way you think about yourself. I come from the same place you are in but have learnt a lesson in my life. Never to regret. Live your life today like you've never lived before. Victory is yours and your day will come. Be brave and face your destiny. "Even a lump of carbon goes through heat and pressure to turn into a diamond"
..And that's wht u are.
All the best.
Adios,
Neo.