Sitting here thinking
what am i doing here?
remembering the times i had
with old friends,
the ones i thought would last forever.who knew forever was so short?
remembering how we all met,
how they adopted me as their sister
and i quickly became a spoiled
little princess.
remembering our first party,
how it became an every night thing
where we would all go just to get away.
remembering how they became my family,when it seemed my real one wasn't there.
remembering that first mistake,
first break up that tore our group apart.from there it was another,and another,and another..
that all led me here.
here realizing i mad a lot of mistakes.
that i cant take back as much as i want to.
realizing i lost my best friend,
the only one who seemed to know the real me.
realizing that I'm not that same girl anymore.and I'm here
trying not to remember anymore.
I'm realizing I'm sent here
away from it all to start new
and so i start by letting go of the past.
