You control everything about me.
And now I can'tt remember who I am.
Your happiness comes first every time.
My body and soul becomes weak quickly.
You love me and hate me in one day.
Your mind games are difficult to deal with.
But I stay thinking I am in love.
You tell me you made me and could break me.
I am becoming more dependent now.
Your hurtful words make me cry every day.
Then I begin to believe what you say.
You restrict the clothes I wear to school.
It went from that to, who I am friends with.
I lost some of my best friends over you.
Priceless friendships that is gone forever.
I wasn't allowed to go out of town.
I just wanted to visit my family.
Even at this point, I'm oblivious.
The sad this is, I know it's unhealthy.
And I tell myself that it needs to stop.
I hope I wake up from this nightmare soon.
For now, I'm running scared in my bad dream.
