Im sorry (i never wanted to hurt you)

I'm sorry for my weakness
I'm sorry for my pain
I'm sorry i cant be the strong girl
that always tried to stay sane

and through the dark storms
and the heavy rains
i have learned nothing
but deep and cruel pain

I'm sorry for my tears
but i never knew id cry
but i cant forget the memories
lord knows i have tried

I'm sorry for the fighting
and the secrets i hold within
I'm sorry for the silence
and never letting you in

i tried to let you have it
i knew you'd hold it tight
but the thought of giving u my heart
just didn't seem so right

I'm sorry its not fair
but theres nothing i can say
and I'm sorry for doing this
and making it end this way

I'm sorry for his mistakes
and taking them out on you
but in this endless heartbreak
i didn't know what else to do

I'm sorry for lying
but in your heart you always knew
I'm sorry for my decision
and i never wanted to hurt you