When I'm near you, were always far apart
i see you and its hard to speak to you
in my head theres a million things i want you to know
but when i talk the words fall right down from my mouth
i should've been sober then i could've avoid the mistake i made so we could stay as what we always were and what we've always been
but
now Ive ruined something so perfectly good
and theres nothing to prove to take it back
you're so gone and your so good at it
living so happily without a care
now my face is in the dirt
although its what i deserve
the mistake i made ripped our friendship away
little by little, it can never be put together
its not even worth a try
my drunken words have put me out your life forever.
but our memories will stay chained down somewhere in my heart
you, most importantly will always be the person
Ive known always in my heart, pinned down on the center on top of everything i ever loved.