Pain is all I know
It grows and grows
It holds me tight, so there is never any light
I am growing old; I have lost all my hope
So alone
My mind is broke
I dream of peace and freedom
From my hell
Hell is my life now
It is never going to leave
I know that now
So the truth is so easy to see
I need more courage to free myself
People say this is not the way
But the pain is more then I can take
We all die
Today, tomorrow it is just time
I have failed at life this is true
I have tried so hard
Anyone who knows me, knows it true
I have even asked for help
But nothing changes
My despair grow
Old, sad and alone
That not the reason though
It just that I hate myself so
I have made all the wrong moves
Not many to choose
Work so hard
But nothing to show for
Just sadness and this suicide note
