Why don't you care dad?

Why Can't you care about me,
The fact you only care about my brothers is easy for me to see,
You only talk about them every time i see you,
don't you care about what i am going through,
mum wants me to see a councilor she thinks i am sad,
i guess everything in my life has just gone bad,
Dad noticed the scars on my wrist,
i guess it shocked him i would end up like this,
i was always the good kid from all three,
the perfect one was what i HAD to be,
well news flash,
no one is perfect we all make mistakes,
All the pressure was too much to take,
but of course dad has forgotten,
my brothers still on his mind,
Worrying about them not talking to him,
Don't worry i am sure i will be fine,
but if my life gets to much,
and i give into suicide,
don't worry i was never on your mind.