Life was never far from my desire to disappear
even in the most frightful night i knew i would wake up alive
even in my dreams
when i die in a crucial way
when i look
i still breathe the air in me
my life so far from death
is not close to want
but when i m most happy in life it will be taken
in me
in you
does a heart still beat
to those who desire to live
and for those who desire to die
we wont be granted but one at a time
in the most unexpected way
tomorrow i might not wake