I need to know...

We have had our differences
More than a few
Now that we are back together
I dont know what to do

I say nothing lasts forever
You say you want to try
Because I am the girl
And you are the guy

We dont spend time together
We hardly ever talk
And its getting really hard for not to walk
Walk away, and save these thoughts
For another day

When im with you
It seems like your somewhere else
Like the present moment is stored away
On a secret shelf

I messed up, so did you
Now the whole relationship
Has gone askew
I am sorry but
I just cant make it up to you

You are all I think about
No matter where I am
You are the only subject on my mind
But my pain and mental torture
Is of a different kind

I want to say goodbye
Always and forever
But, then I want to keep it going
Your intolerance is showing
I guess I just dont know
How far this will go

Everyday I see you
Is another crack in my heart
And if it keeps going
It will fall apart

The tears keep resurfacing
I feel stupid, useless, boring, and numb
And I dont want to ruin your fun

It is not fair to you or I
So there, more tears
More I cry

I want the solution
To my confusion
And now I need you help
I need to hear those words

Tell me what you want
Are we over? Are we done?
You show no emotion
And your hostility is a toxic potion

I need to know
Our love has gone stale
It is ending
We are both pretending

Now I hear you lying
I turn to crying
One last thing to say
Cant you just go away?