I do not know what I did to hurt you so bad,
but I know that it was the biggest mistake in my life.
I lost the one that I love and I am still grieving,
I have moved on and I do love this guy but that love can never replace the love that we shared.
I was in the hospital back in April and you know why,
why?
Can you answer that?
My Ceddy Bear Ceddy Bear why did you have to leave me?
I LOVE you,
and you tore my heart right out of my chest,
the day that you said you loved someone but,
it was not me.
I still think about you,
day and night.
I am still on medicine but,
that does not stop the thoughts.
I just wanted to let you know;
my Ceddy Bear that I love you so much.
