The end

Today will be the end
of my meaningless life,
I will end it
with cold,sharp knife...
I can*t stand anymore
being so numb,not to feel a thing,
so today I will cut
the last remaining string...
The string keeping me alive
but only on the edge of it all,
the string that only keeps me waiting
my final fall...
I decided to wait no more,
I*ve outcome my fear,
and with each and every moment
my end is getting near...
I wrote the message,
I told my last goodbye
to my friends and family,
please don*t cry...
I will be better
after I leave this place forever,
I will be better
not to come back again,never...
So I*m ready now
for my blade
and in just few moments
I will finally fade...