It's sad that i was sat there that day alone
I waited maybe for so long, or wasn't enough
I complain of myself for everything that comes wrong
Also think was my fault to let that chance away and behind
It's curious that i miss you so bad
It's like i've been waiting for someone i don't know
That could calm my heart with a lost look
Break my memories with just a sigh
It's funny that i'm ok after everything
But i have breath to talk about it
Still go up and down like always
Thought everything was so clear and bright
It's hard to admit that you exist
That you found yourself when i was totally lost
That your future looks so bright while mines starves in the dark
That you didn't had strength enough to say no while i was saying yes
But memories reborn every time i die
When i imagine that i see you trough the window
While my mind recreates the sound of you going up the stairs
Every time i think about you..is when i most want to break you
Call cold safe place to hide
Not living waiting for you
I'm still searching for an answer
Like: why i loved you so much?
