Losing grip

Me and you, we got together that night, It was the happiest night of my life. i had wanted you for ages. Well everything was going great but i went out with a mate i decided i wanted a kiss so i got but it wasn't off you. you found out didn't you but you have never really forgave me for what i did. after the new year we started again and we Had a great time again and valentines day was the best. then we got really close, but i say we got to close, we lived in each others pockets. Then we had the big bust up about 1/2 way through our relationship, it was nasty and horrible. since then its never been the same fall outs and u always finish with but we always ended back together. then not to long ago u hit me, hit me u made me bleed but i stayed still i always stay i don't know why. maybe because i love but i could be with many other lads oh well fcuk it. we did lose grip a long time ago we have all fizzled out. i don't know why were together id rather be with someone else for Christmas, and fcuk you right off. now i really have lost grip