Ashamed

Lately I find myself
trying to be strong.
Sometimes I just
break down and cry;
feels as if I'm loosing
everyone in my life.

I don't really
understand,
it comes out
of nowhere.

I'm ashamed,
ashamed to let
you know I'm
afraid because
sometimes its
not okay.

I don't know if
its a mix of all
that's happened
but lately whenever
I leave you,
I just break down
and cry;
feel as though I
might loose you
too.

I know I won't,
I'm ashamed,
ashamed and
addicted;
so in love with
you.

I'm broken,
broken enough
to know that I'm
sick and tired of
being scared.

** about life i suppose we all get like this**