The brightness fades
into my eyes,
in them a slight fear
still entangles me.
I use to have so much
to say, now I'm left to
ponder the day.
The pain doesn't roam
in clumps,
its bound me with flashbacks.
My heart,
d
r
o
p
s.
You keep telling me
everything will be okay,
but sometimes the fear
still finds me.
My confidence,
my worth is FROZEN.
My heart tells me I'm
innocent, just a gurl
caught in the ruft;
that I can be tough if
I just believe.
My soul is telling me
I'm so much more than
I give myself credit for.
The world tells me I'm
nothing more than a
neglected soul who will
never see the day when
she's completely whole.
You say I'm a princess,
an angel; the most
beautiful gurl in the world,
your one and only love.
Healing hearts against time,
an unfriendly rhyme.
Sometimes it gets hard to
feel good about
myself,
my future;
i need your help.
I love when you hold me and
tell me I'm beautiful,
when you randomly say, "I love
you!" when you kiss me and
tell me I'm amazing.
Keep me in your arms,
never let me go.
Let me know I'll make it
that I don't have to fake it;
that its okay to be scared
but that's where you and God
come in.
I need you but you need me
too,
it'll be ok,
we'll make it through.
