Suicide

Walking in this clouds of darkness
Blinded by my madness
Thoughts in my mind
My brain was screaming (Suicide!)

I walked and walked till I reached the edge
There was nothing going on in my head
There I stood and waited for nothing
Confusion due to thoughts of killing

I fell on my knees while screaming his name
Throwing back to him my losing faith
The heavy burden in my heart
Is gently killing me, tore me apart

I stood up and stared at the pit
My knees was shaking I couldn't move my feet
I released my anger inside
Thinking, Yearning for...(Suicide!)

Closer I moved then uttered his name
"God allow me to die in vain"
I smiled then sweetly closed my eyes
I allowed my self to fall (Suicide!)