I wish I had you
It hurts when you're not
here with me
The tears that run down
my face
Burns my heart even more
I pretend to be happy
without you
But I'm all torn on the inside
How do I move on
When all I want is you
I planned to have you
in my life
The person who would be
there for me through thick & thin
You were the one where I
found my true happiness
To how perfect you are
I knew I didn't deserve you
I wasn't good enough to have you
If I was
Wouldn't you be here with me
I remember how you used to
hold me
Your kisses convinced me
that you'd always be there
for me
All I hold on to
is these memories
It's all I have of you
I don't want to feel this way
over you
To see how happy you are
What else is there for me
Not you
I don't even have you as a friend
I hate when you're near me
That's hell for me
It's like we never were
And it meant nothing
I try to tell myself that
But every time I see you
It all comes back to me
Just once, just one more time
I want to be in your arms
And feel that feeling again
Then drown in my tears
Cause you're not mine
And die of a broken heart
Cause I've lost you
