In my dreams!

In my dreams I run
I run from all my pain
I wish that I could take it and put it all away
In my dreams I cry
I cry for what you did
You ran away, and took your pain and hid
In my dreams I bleed
I bleed from my own wrist
I try to find some answers through all the fog and mist
In my dreams I shake
I shake from all my fear
Sometimes I wish I could close my eyes and disappear
I wish that I could bury my pain, my tears, my blood, my fears
But none of that would change
You're gone, You disappeared!

*another poem about my sister*