Mom and dad

Watching through my eyes as the fits fly at my mom
Watching all the blood that gets drawn
Not wanting to believe that any of this real
Seeing all that’s happening and knowing its wrong
Wishing for more never getting what you want
Finding a place to hide and wait listening to your songs
But the sounds become normal
You see all this and it no longer makes you cry as you fall asleep at night
This is your life
Its where you have been placed
Never being able to escape
Watching it all over and over again
Like a movie with no ending scene to be playing
Seeing her fall to the floor with his yelling
Cant take any more
Wanting it to end running away from it all
Running then beginning to fall
Never able to escape it at all
Stuck in this life watching my mom laying on the floor
Crying some more
Me and her both stuck in this world
For ever living with no worth