Too deep, too fast

I'm falling too deep, too fast
I'm too young
I'm too scared
There is no way back
I'm stuck now
Now he has me
He has control
Tears
Tears of joy
Tears of fear
Fear of the unknown
Fear of rejection
Rejection by the one I love
I love now
I smile now
I cry much too much now
I'm falling too deep
I'm falling too fast
No one can save me
I just hope he won't break me